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I believe some people are born to lead and some to follow – I was most definitely created to rule. BDSM for me is not about heartlessness. It’s about adrenaline, passion, excitement and creativity. Once you’ve had a taste there is no going back……….

I have an intuitive ability to understand the male psyche, and  have a penchant for finding those inevitable weaknesses.  My pleasure is to take control of the corners of your mind, to receive from you the sacrifice of  your body, to hear the sound of paddle, whip or cane and to caress the marks and bruises of my creation on your skin. I have a plethora of BDSM experience and knowledge that is forever evolving and has lead to my inexorable rise to the pinnacle of the Pantheon of  Dominas. Control of the mind inevitably leads to control over the body …. I will own you!

I will touring the UK  and Europe throughout the year including London. Keep an eye out in my blog for exact dates and locations.

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06Jul 2016

How did it start?

W/we met, and i just knew She was the One. i didn’t consciously know i was submissive, but Miss Suzanna was perceptive and She could tell. She was so beautful and intelligent; a young petite lady with long blonde hair and a perfect figure. It would be fun to “let” her dominate me.

At first, i suppose it was just a little beating. And just buy Her some perfume that she said she liked. Then she would order me to buy her a dress and some shoes; then some pink champagne and more shoes. Then more beatings with whips and canes and buying her more and more gifts.

Of course there was the humiliation of my tiny cock. It was useless, never able to get hard. Miss Suzanna continually humiliated me for my inadequacy; my pathetic, useless cock. i was worthless. She would order me to play with myself. At first, i was hopeless. And was incapable of staying hard

Now, as time has gone by through many more beatings, more humiliations, and many many more gifts, i know that i am worthless and useless. Miss Suzanna has given me a purpose in life — to serve Her. The only sex i am allowed is when She orders me to masturbate myself to orgasm. Now i succeed in coming quickly. It is Her decision whether She will allow me to come. If i do, i must eat it.

i am owned by Miss Suzanna. i do what She tells me to do.

How will it progress?

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May 26 2016

 

 

14Aug 2016

i am a slave owned by Miss Suzanna. She owns and controls my body, my mind and my soul. She owns all my possessions. She uses me. i have no rights. i exist solely for Her pleasure.

Miss Suzanna beats me and fucks my arse. Miss Suzanna controls my orgasms.

My pathetic tiny cock is useless

Increasingly, Miss Suzanna will deny me orgasms. i am only allowed to orgasm if and when Miss Suzanna allows me or orders me to. Whether i am allowed to obtain any pleasure from the orgasm is entirely Miss Suzanna’s decision.   i have no right to expect that She will grant me permission to achieve release. The gap between permitted orgasms will get longer. And most of the orgasms i am permitted will be ruined or immediately followed by a beating. Increasingly, as my orgasms become rarer, Miss Suzanna will provide release by milking my prostate. This will give me no pleasure.

But I am constantly on edge in the hope that my good behaviour will influence Miss Suzanna to grant me pleasure, to achieve my own orgasm. Such are the prizes I seek.

But the only certainties are that Miss Suzanna will beat me and fuck me. My cock will either be taped down as unused or, if not taped, will be available to be squeezed, smacked, whipped or caned.

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June 2 2016

14Aug 2016

i am Miss Suzanna’s slave.

i am owned and controlled by Miss Suzanna. She uses me as she wishes.

i am so grateful that She beats me. i don’t enjoy the pain, but i enjoy submitting to my Mistress, and knowing that She owns me and makes me do anything She wants.

i am happy that i know that She derives pleasure from my pain and the marks She inflicts.

It feels so good when She scratches my back before the beatings commence.

She may choose to gag me or tie my hands together. But I would never resist. It is Her right to use me.

She chooses any or all of paddle, whip, crop or cane. i count the blows. 31 is Miss Suzanna’s number, but She may choose to go beyond 31 if She feels like it. i count each blow aloud.

She mainly hits my bottom and thighs, but since my legs are apart, She may choose to hit my balls or cock. Or She may choose to squeeze my balls or cock between beatings.

My body is Hers to do as She wishes.

When the beatings are over, She looks and admires her handiwork. She runs her hand along the most severe of the marks.she has inflicted. She may take photographs.

It is an honour that She chooses my worthless body to use.

If She gets pleasure from the pain and marks She happily gives, i am happy for i know i am unable to give Her pleasure in any other way.

After the beating, I long for Miss Suzanna to fuck me with Her strap-on. For Her to penetrate me. To be possessed by Her.

i give and She takes.

That is O/our life.

i am Miss Suzanna’s slave.

i am owned and controlled by Miss Suzanna. She uses me as She wishes.

 

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June 9 2016

                                                                                               

14Aug 2016

i am owned and controlled by Miss Suzanna. She uses me as She wishes.

Between the pain and humiliation, Miss Suzanna grants me moments of pleasure as and when She sees fit.

Orgasms for me are entirely at my Mistress’s discretion.

She may message me between appointments to allow me to play with myself for a certain limited amount of time, and/or she may allow me time when we meet and order me to play with myself. This is because She is a kind and considerate Mistress.

But i know that i cannot expect this as a guarantee. Miss Suzanna decides if and when i am allowed to play with myself and if and when i am allowed to orgasm. She may limit such opportunities to me simply so as to keep me on my toes. Alternatively, the number of opportunities may be reduced as a punishment for failure or misbehaviour, or maintained or even increased as a reward for exceptionally good behaviour.

She may order me to play with myself, but I don’t know if She will allow me a full release, or, even if i am allowed a full orgasm, whether more pain will immediately follow.

Miss Suzanna owns me, and it is Her decision.

i am grateful for whatever moments of pleasure She may grant me.

i am ordered onto the bed to touch myself.

She always reminds me how pathetic and useless my cock is; The only orgasms i will ever have are those that Miss Suzanna allows.

i play with myself, and then She orders me to stop. i am in anguish. She then orders me to re-start. This stopping and starting happens many times. i long to be allowed to complete, but Miss Suzanna continually stops me and taunts me.

That may be all that happens, and Miss Suzanna may order me to stop and get dressed, or decide to beat me.

If She allows me to continue and i start to come, She may allow me to come to full release. or She may decide to order me to remove my hand so my pathetic cock merely oozes cum. If i don’t move my hand quickly enough, She knocks it aside. i am distraught, but it is always Miss Suzanna’s decision whether i am to be permitted to enjoy a proper orgasm. I must never expect one as a right. i have no rights.

If i am allowed to come freely, Miss Suzanna immediately grabs my sensitive cock and wanks me viciously for several minutes – the only time She deigns to touch the disgusting piece of flesh. i cry for mercy. She reminds me that it is always Her decision whether i am permitted to enjoy an orgasm. She then beats my sensitive cock with one of Her implements. . She then orders me quickly to get out of the bed and to bend over. She then beats my bottom and thighs whilst i am still in the after-glow of orgasm

Miss Suzanna owns me. my purpose in life is to give pleasure to my Mistress. Miss Suzanna gets most pleasure from inflicting pain and humiliation on me. i am owned and controlled by Her, and i accept whatever She does to me. This is my life. She is my life. Thank you, Miss Suzanna.

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June 16 2016

14Aug 2016

i give myself to You. Or i say “Use me, beat me”.

How dare i presume to tell You what to do.

You have told me enough times that i am merely Your worthless slave. You own me. i am Your property. You have the right to do anything You choose to me.

You use me at Your will. It is Your right to use me or ignore me. And You know that there is nothing that would make me suffer more than if You ignored me. i am a slave. You are my life. i have no purpose without You.

i am grateful when You use me. When You allow me to buy You beautiful expensive things. When You whip me and mark me. When You fuck me and penetrate me.i am grateful and pay for the privilege.

i am grateful if You give me your champagne. And i will be grateful when You use my body to experiment on – electro sex, sounding, branding.

i am Your slave.

It is Your right to use me in whatever way gives You pleasure.

i am grateful.

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July 21 2016