14Aug 2016

For 17 days i have been tormented.
i have not been allowed to touch my cock and not allowed to orgasm, but have been encouraged to edge myself as frequently as possible without touching and without release.
Miss Suzanna said i could rub my cock on the bedding. i chose to lie on my back and hump the duvet above me.
The last few days had been hell. i was doing this 3 times a day. Each time getting more and more excited. And more and more desperate.

The day arrived that i would be allowed to touch and allowed to orgasm.
i was ordered to strip and lie on my back. Miss Suzanna lay clothed next to me.
She then handed me my blindfold. She said i didn’t have the right to see her.
Whilst Miss Suzanna taunted me, i was allowed to masturbate.
It was wonderful at long last to be able to touch my cock. It was wonderful to have Miss Suzanna lying next to me.
i wanked furiously and knew i was close to coming.
i asked Miss Suzanna for permission to come.
Miss Suzanna said yes, but demanded i withdrew my hand.
My cock immediately pulsed to an orgasm. But it was pathetically ruined.
i was limp with dissatisfaction.
Miss Suzanna was thrilled.

slave mushroom

July 26 2016

14Aug 2016

i told Mistress that i was in a state of body and mind that i could be teased.
Mistress was not pleased. She said it was not for me to whine and whinge. She would determine what should or should not happen.

A while later She said we would play a game.
i had 15 minutes. i should get erect without touching myself. my Mistress would then destroy the erection. This would happen twice. If i got erect a third time, i would be permitted to touch myself to orgasm in the remaining time. But my promised orgasm in 4 days time would no longer be permitted.

i agreed to play.
i lay naked on the bed. Mistress lay clothed next to me. Mistress kindly allowed me not to have to wear a blindfold. i could look at my beautiful Mistress. i was told to sit on my hands
Mistress talked sexily to me. Although unable to touch myself, my cock soon got hard. Mistress touched it to confirm it was hard, and then She started to squeeze it hard and to smack it, and then to grab and squeeze my balls. i yelped in pain. Mistress told me to shut up, and continued until my erection was killed.
Mistress then resumed her sexy talk and inevitably i got hard again. Again She attacked my erect cock and balls until She was happy that my cock was again soft.
She then started talking sexily again. i was getting hard. She checked, but said it was not fully hard. She said i needed to hurry up if i was going to have time to masturbate. She finally ruled i was again erect.
She gave me the go ahead to masturbate, warning me that i only had 5 minutes.
She then proceeded to sit above my face. i could see her flimsy white knickers. Mistress then sat firmly on my face and it was a struggle to breath. Mistress spoke of her inviting body and how it was so close to me but that I would never have it. I wanked. Mistress said there was only 4 minutes left.
Mistress continued to taunt me saying She was so desirable. I moaned. And i wanked furiously. 3 minutes left.
Mistress continued to deny me, but then She said She would show me her body after I came. I was trying to hold on until the last few seconds, but the prospect of seeing my Mistress made it impossible. With 2 minutes to go, i came with relief.
My first orgasm, apart from the previous day’s ruined orgasm for 18 days.
What a lovely game!
Mistress threw some tissues and told me to clean up my mess. When She came back into the room, I was expecting her to invite me to look at her body, but She laughed cruelly and said it was just a joke.
She said that orgasms for me were now off the menu until further notice.

slave mushroom

July 27 2016

14Aug 2016

i arrived at Miss Suzanna’s new premises with some trepidation.

She let me in discretely. We were in a small darkly-lit reception area but i could see that Miss Suzanna looked stunning..

After a brief greeting and chat, W/we got some tea some tea, and She led me upstairs to Her well-fitted dungeon.

She sat in the only chair. i looked expectantly, and Miss Suzanna pointed to a tiny stool with legs no more than one inch high! i sat down tentatively, wondering if i would manage to get up off it! i looked up at my Mistress,

W/we chatted and drank O/our tea.

Miss Suzanna then ordered me to get undressed. i asked where i should put my clothes, and Miss Suzanna pointed to the floor.

i stood naked in front of Mistress. Miss Suzanna often tells me how tiny and pathetic my cock is. Again, She told me “I have never seen a cock as small as yours” i am always humiliated by Her.

Then Miss Suzanna ordered me to kneel on the spanking bench with my arms forward. She tied me firmly by my wrists, thighs and legs. She went behind me and picked up Her beloved bullwhip.

Miss Suzanna always hits me with 31 blows which i must count aloud.

On this occasion, Miss Suzanna used a different technique to whip me from previous times. The fiercest blows struck me viciously on my side. They hurt terribly. i counted obediently. i know Miss Suzanna always gets a thrill when She strikes me a blow that clearly hurts. i am happy that She is thrilled.

When it was over, i was gasping with the pain. Miss Suzanna said “good boy”, and then, unusually, came over to my aching body and hugged me. She is a very caring Mistress.

She then took time to admire Her work, tracing the marks and bruises on my body. These caresses are always a wonderful experience for me. She then took photographs of me, and then, with a clever use of the adjacent mirror, took photographs of Her standing over my marked body.

She then went behind me, and i heard a rustling noise. She then came closer, and i felt her applying lube to my arsehole. She then placed Her strapon at the entrance, and soon entered me, and started thrusting in and out. It is wonderful being penetrated by your Mistress. And it was wonderful being able to see in the mirror what She was doing to me.

She removed the strapon and untied me from the spanking bench. She laid a towel on the floor and ordered me to lie on my back on the towel. i now knew why She was drinking that tea, She put a blindfold over my eyes because it was not for me to see such an intimate performance. The first few drops went into a glass, and then Her champagne flowed first onto my chest, and then onto my face and into my eager open mouth. When She had finished, She ordered me to get up and stood over me while i drank from the glass.

i went for a shower, and, when i returned to the dungeon, She tied a black leather collar round my neck, and attached a lead. She then led me round the different rooms of the well-appointed chambers. In one of the other dungeons there was a small cage, She ordered me onto my knees and to crawl into the cage. She closed the door. She sat on a chair, and ordered me to lower my gaze so that i didn’t look at Her. She then left me for a few minutes.

On Her return, She led me into a corridor. She ordered me to raise my arms and She tied my wrists to a metal bar. She blindfolded me. i was on display. One of the other Mistresses was passing. Miss Suzanna invited Her to do whatever She wished to me. The other Mistress spat on my face.

i was untied and the blindfold was removed. i was then led back into the original dungeon.

Miss Suzanna ordered me to get dressed. I thanked Mistress for a wonderful session. And She showed me out of the premises.

Thank you, Miss Suzanna.

slave mushroom

July 7 2016

04Sep 2016

My Mistress’s latest form of orgasm control for me is to allow me to touch myself for 10 minutes twice a day. I can edge myself but not cum.

I always do preparations for playing with myself. I draw the curtains of my bedroom and put on the bedside lamp. I rapidly undress and then put on deodorant, body spray and aftershave as if I was seeing my Mistress. I then spray her perfume on my pillow and on some sampling sticks. I bring her photos to the bed. And then I set the timer on my phone alarm to 10 minutes.

I can then start. Holding the photos with one hand and kissing them. And touching my cock with the other hand. All the time thinking of my Mistress. What she would do to me. And what I am never allowed to do to her.

The first few days went fine and it was lovely thinking of and looking at my Mistress.

But on Saturday evening, it became very difficult. I was soon hard and on the verge of coming. As much as I wanted to continue touching, I had to stop to take away the tension.
I started again and within a few seconds I was again desperate to come.
Then I saw what I thought was pre-cum. It was a white slime coming out of me. I stopped touching immediately. There was damp on my body, and I realised it was a ruined orgasm.
Horrified, I stopped the edging and started eating the wet filth on my body.

I decided I would have my first Sunday play first thing. It was my Mistress’s birthday.
I went through the same preparations and started wanking. Again, I was soon desperate to come. I took my hand away, but after a while had to re-start.
Again, the white slime came out of my cock. I kept looking and my cock was helplessly pulsing but, thankfully, nothing more came out of it.
I knew I couldn’t touch any more, or I would have exploded into full orgasm. Thankfully, my phone rang that my 10 minutes was up.

I hope my Mistress is kind and understanding. And that she appreciates that although something came out of me, it was only a ruined orgasm.

I know that I am only permitted a proper orgasm if and when she gives permission. I say “proper”. That is proper for me. That means at my own hands. A normal man, a real man would have a proper orgasm when having sex with a woman and would come inside her pussy. I know that my Mistress totally forbids that. It will never be allowed.

slave mushroom

July 30 2016

04Sep 2016

After a brief conversation (no tea this time) Mistress ordered me onto the spanking bench.
She expertly tied my thighs, legs and wrists though only after ordering me to move forward so my arms will fully stretched.
i knew i was going to get more than my usual 31 blows. i had suffered penalties during the preceding week. Twice from ruined orgasms that had not been allowed.
I should explain that Mistress orders me to masturbate myself 3 times a day for 10 minutes. But i mustn’t come. This edging teaches me orgasm control and gives Mistress the pleasure of denying me an orgasm. my thoughts during the edging are of course solely about my Mistress. But twice in the preceding week i had failed! i didn’t stop myself in time, and pathetically orgasmed. i had tried to stop it by removing my hand, but too late! The evidence was on my body. Fortunately, since i had removed my hand, the orgasm was ruined by me, and wasn’t in any way pleasurable. That of course pleased Mistress, but the orgasm itself merited penalties. Though Mistress was appreciative that i had immediately confessed.
So today i would receive 69 blows.
Mistress selected several different implements, paddle, 2 different canes and a whip. i knew she also had her beloved bullwhip at hand.

Mistress started with a paddle. i as usual had to count the blows. Mistress videoed these first 10 and has since posted it on Twitter.
After a brief pause, Mistress chose a cane and continued the treatment. She took delight in caning the same part of my bottom over and over again.
She paused only to admire Her handiwork and caress the marks She had inflicted.
She reached 50. i knew the bullwhip was still to come.
That left a further 19 with the bullwhip. i was relieved when i finally counted “69”.
Mistress admired Her work, caressed Her marks and said i’d been a “good boy”.
i was so thankful to Mistress for using me for Her pleasure. It makes me feel so good when She gets pleasure from giving me pain. i receive the pain and it is for Her, Mistress. A wonderful sense of on the one hand giving to Her and on the other hand recognising that She owns me.

But for the next part of O/our session, Mistress had said She would be doing something different to me. i was released from the spanking bench and ordered to lie on the bed. Mistress stood over me.
She ordered me to masturbate for 1 minute without coming. She stood over me, looking beautiful, saying things to encourage me.
She looked at her watch and ordered me to stop. She then said how She would leave me, grabbed my cock hard and smacked it, ensuring my hard-on rapidly went.
She then ordered me to masturbate again.
This continued 5 times, with the only variation being that she sometimes took delight in destroying my hard-on by grabbing and squeezing my balls.
After the 5th such ruined hard-on, she gave me 30 seconds to masturbate to come. In spite of the fact that it was 8 days since my last allowed orgasm, I failed.
Mistress was disgusted.
She then said i should masturbate for 3 more minutes, and could come. But i would have to ruin it by removing my hand as i was getting ready to come and then eat the mess.
i again masturbated. But the pressure was too great, and i failed again.
Mistress was furious.
She got her cane and hit my pathetic cock 10 times.
She then ordered me to get dressed and go. She went to sit down and looked at her phone.
i ashamedly got dressed. i looked at Mistress, but She ignored me. And, destroyed, i left.

slave mushroom

August 4 2016