21Nov 2017

Always excitement and an honour to visit Miss Suzanna at Her Chambers.

But this time She informed me that during my planned appointment She had an hour’s appointment with another client. For that hour, I should be a good boy and sit quietly in another room.

Whatever Miss Suzanna says goes, and i must accept without objection.


When the time came, Miss Suzanna said it was time for me to leave the dungeon. She told me i should remain naked and follow Her on my hands and knees. W/we entered a small adjacent room. She ordered me to sit down on a wooden chair. She then tied my feet together and tied my left hand to the chair and then put a blindfold on me.

i knew She wouldn’t want me to interrupt Her and Her client, but i would never have done. But there i was tied up, helpless and not able to see. She told me not to speak again until She gave me permission to do so.

Her final words to me were that with my single free hand i should masturbate and continue to masturbate until She ordered me to stop. And on no account must i come! Her orders must always be obeyed.

And She left me. Alone and helpless. Unseeing. And constantly wanking,.i had not been permitted an orgasm for a week, and now i could masturbate, but was forbidden to come.

Not seeing, but my ears were straining to hear Mistress greet Her new client.

i knew there were no other Mistresses working in the building this afternoon, and the only people would be Miss Suzanna, Her client and me.

But the only sound i could hear was the pitter patter of heavy rain against the window. I strained my ears, expecting to hear Mistress’ voice greeting the client, but i could hear nothing other than the rain.

i continued to wank. i had only my thoughts to keep me company. Naturally, i thought of Mistress. She owns me and controls me. I adore Her and worship Her. Everything i do is for Her. Her happiness and pleasure are all important. i am pathetic and useless. Now i have a purpose. To serve and submit to Miss Suzanna.

i continued to wank and think. i could hear nothing. But slowed down as i got more excited, thinking of Mistress. Thinking how She uses me and controls me. It is only with Her permission that i can touch myself, and She determines if and when and how I can come.


my ears strained. Still nothing. Had he arrived? Did he exist? Had Mistress just put me in this room as a different form of torture? Was he late? If so, the hour might become an hour and a half? Would i survive?

What if i came? i knew Miss Suzanna would not be pleased if She was not obeyed.


And then i heard a noise. The clip clop of heals. 2 pairs of heals! What the fuck! Then I realised it must be Mistress and Her submissive sissy. And then a voice. A male voice. The voice of a submissive male. “Please, Miss, give me Your cock”. And then Miss Suzanna’s laugh. Her evil laugh when She is about to hurt or punish or humiliate Her submissive.

i could imagine. Mistress fully clothed wearing a strap on. And a naked male in heals bent over receiving Her thrusts. he was so lucky. To be penetrated by Miss Suzanna. i beat my own pathetic cock furiously. Mistress’ cock is so much more impressive than my excuse for a cock. Longer, fatter. And She knows how to use it.

i heard whimpering. A mere male being dominated by his wonderful Mistress. This is the way it should be. i slowed down, fearful that i was getting too close to coming.

The door to my little room was opening. Was it Miss Suzanna checking on me? I resumed beating my cock. Was She showing me to the submissive? i wasn’t keen on that. But if that is what Mistress wants it is Her right and i must accept. i beat my pathetic cock.

The door closes. The clip clop of the 2 pairs of heals is moving away.


Silence again. i carried on touching my cock. Another submissive was having the pleasure of being used and humiliated by my wonderful

Mistress. i was alone. With my thoughts and my useless cock.


i heard the nearby toilet flush. my door opened. Miss Suzanna was speaking to me. “Open your mouth”. i was surprised at the instruction, but of course immediately obeyed. “Drink it all down”. And She laughed that evil laugh. I took the liquid in my mouth and swallowed. Another sip, and swallowed. It must be Mistress’ champagne. What an unexpected honour. Unless it was from the male submissive!! Banish that thought!! It was from Miss Suzanna. “Good boy”, She said. And then left me.


I was again alone. Alone with the taste of Miss Suzanna’s champagne in my mouth. i was still beating my cock.


Finally, Miss Suzanna opened the door. She purposefully untied me and removed the blindfold.

“How long do you think it was”, She asked. i said perhaps a little less than an hour. She said it had been an hour and a quarter.

She said “Carry on. You can now come”. O, gracious Mistress. She is so kind and generous to allow Her slave to orgasm. Thank You, Miss.

She tells me i’m useless and pathetic; my cock is the tiniest She has ever seen. i know that. She tells me that She will never permit me to have sex with a woman. But with men, that would be different. my mouth would be used to suck cocks. Cocks that would be permitted to come over my face and into my mouth.

i come! Thank You, Miss Suzanna




Oct 18 2017

26Sep 2018

i nervously waited in my car for my Mistress to summons me to this double session with Her and Her gorgeous blonde friend Miss Marks. What was instore for me, remained a mystery

Miss Suzanna Maxwell opened the entrance door shortly after i had knocked. As i entered i could not fail to see and admire Her in Her lovely black lingerie – heels, stockings suspenders, kickers and bra – She knows lingerie is a big weakness of mine.

Miss lead the way up the stairs, giving me an enchanting view of Her perfect ass inches from my face as i followed Her in a trance up the stairs to my date with destiny.

Once in the dungeon, Miss Marks joined us, also in black lingerie – Miss Marks going for multi-strap suspenders to keep Her stockings up and a basque on top. i was in double blonde and black heaven.

After the brief formalities, Miss Suzanna told me they were leaving and i was to strip and await their return. i did this and assumed the greeting position that is required.

Not long passed before i heard the delightful sound of heels and the door opening. Miss Suzanna’s perfect feet appeared in front of me and i greeted Her with kisses to each foot, before Miss Marks presented Her beautiful feet for the same worship.

“up on your feet arms out” Miss commanded. As i presented my wrists, the two Ladies cuffed me and clipped me to the suspension unit above. i was now naked, hung and at their mercy.

Miss Suzanna left the room and swiftly returned with a glass tumbler, at the same time as She began playing with my flaccid penis, She informed me i was going to cum in the cup and then drink it.

Now i had been in chastity for 9 days, and the thought of me swallowing my own heavy, 9 day old load resonated. However, with Miss’s relentless action and the visions of blonde and black loveliness filling my eyes my thoughts drifted as my milking continued.

There was no choice for me here, i was going to be forced to cum then i was going to have to eat it. As Miss’s rhythmic handiwork brought me inevitably closer i asked for permission to cum. It was the fastest i had ever been granted, Miss was clearly keen to see my humiliation!

As i started to ejaculate, Miss cruelly stopped Her milking of me, ruining my orgasm to boot…..agony, but my pitiful thoughts on this lasted only as long as it took Miss hand returned to my cock to ensure She had fully emptied me.

She quickly presented the cum filled glass opened my mouth and poured that 9 days worth of cum into me- “swallow it” She barked. Miss Marks’s equally as skilled returned her attention to my cock and She began some sensitive post orgasm torture – for a second i thought i was to be forced to cum again, as i know that is in Miss’ arsenal. Thankfully Miss left my cock alone as both Mistress broke down into giggles and laughter at my humiliating start to the session, and clear grimace on my face.

Miss defined my harsh and ruined milking as pleasure: therefore following pleasure must come pain.

Still helplessly strung up, both Mistresses then began to flog me, taking in turns to create the sound on my back they so love. i can’t remember how many lashes i took before they switched implements to the crop, then finally to a whip. Miss pushed me yet again in Her whipping of me which i took for Her.

Following this, Miss turned Her attentions to my balls. She is a deadly accurate ball buster, and instructing me to turn round so i could not see Her coming and spread my legs. Her first kicks connected with my testicles from behind me and the pain shot into my stomach – cruelly made worst by me not being able to cradle them following the kick….!

Miss Marks was invited to kick me which She did with accuracy too then both of these stunning Women took turns to smash by poor, empty balls in a barrage of kicks. With my arms aloft i could not defend my assets from the exquisite pain even if i wanted too.

With my balls tenderised and both Mistresses happy i was let down and i was allowed to kiss the feet that had just hurt me, before i was cocooned in the inflatable slug!

This was another first for me and delivered so well by my Mistress. As the air filled the bag, i simply could not move. The rubber was all encapsulating, and with only small little holes to breath through i could not see a thing. Of course i was aware of the two blonde Mistresses that we’re circling me, but i couldn’t anticipate their next move, but simply lie there and accept my fate.

It was difficult to tell what was happening….i “think” my cock was exposed some how and that it was toyed with, i was certainly aware of my Mistress’s face sitting – Her beautiful arse on my face, restricting the small amount of air i could breath, but not see Her was amazing…..and i was aware one of my tormentors sat on my waist….im not sure which one but they were tantalisingly close to me as i was all restricted.

Upon release from my cocoon, I was strapped to the bondage wheel…what a sight to see Miss Suzanna and Miss Marks in black lingerie strapping me in – my already weakened state was now fully exposed as i tried to take in as much of this visual treat as humanly possible….man it was heaven. Both Mistresses taunted me verbally, in sexy low tones before my Mistress exited the room leaving Miss Marks to continue my torment.

After a short time, my Mistress returned with a naked male slave collared, on a leash and on hes knees…i was resigned to my fate.

As Miss Marks provided some seductive words of encouragement, i could hear Miss Maxwell giving Her instructions and expectations to the slave – one of which was to swallow my load.

After giving Her final words, Miss lead the slave to my cock, and instructed him not to disappoint, whilst both Mistresses stepped back a little and watched as i endured this most humiliating act, solely in order to please Miss Suzanna.

Despite he’s best efforts the slave failed to get me hard…probable due to having the milking i received earlier coupled with the humiliation. Miss Suzanna, not renown for Her patience, released my right hand and instructed me to wank into the slaves open mouth. i commenced, at first choosing to continue to admire the view of these two Mistresses in front of me. As i became aroused i closed my eyes to focus my deviant thoughts and too deliver for my Mistress. Sinking into an immersive world i was soon releasing my second load of the afternoon into the mouth of the willing slave infront of me.

With the slave out of the way, the Mistresses released me for the final act of kissing Their shoes to end the session. This was my first forced bi experience, i did it only for my Mistress and in Her expert hands, maybe i will do it again in future. Maybe i was a little broken after it, but as all the best people do, my Mistress has fixed me and I cannot wait to serve Her again in person soon.

27Nov 2018

On arrival at Her dungeon, Miss greeted me dressing in a wickedly tight and short black leather dress, accentuating Her glorious body. Her black lacy top stockings just peeping out below the hem of Her dress, I knew that delightful torment in store for today. She left me with instructions to assume the greeting position at left me to strip.

Upon Her return I was in the greeting position and delighted in kissing Her feet as they appeared infront of me.

“Right….we are going to start with some pain first……hop on…”

Over the bench I got and was strapped down…I knew what was coming next….”Four impliments this time, starting with the paddle….”

Whack, 1 whack, 2 whack, 3….Miss wasted no time in beginning Her favourite activity of beating me…it was normal 3 x 31 this time there was a 4thmentioned..!!

31 hits from the paddle reigned down on me, then 31 blows from the whip then 31 from a stronger whip….i really struggle with the whip and She knows this, but it pleases Miss and drives Her on and although I struggle I am determined to take it for Her.

Next I found out what the 4th implement was…the cane! Miss had never caned me before, could I take 31 of these…..who knows, but after the first 3 or 4 hits from it, it was clear this would be a test.

Miss is an expert with a cane and that showed in Her wielding of it…thankfully She stopped my pain at 13 strikes….but they are 13 strikes I am very proud of. Ironically, as much as I fear Her impact play and the pain it brings i did like the cane…even if I struggled to cope with it….such a strange feeling. Mistress’ marks from the cane were also very visible a week later…something else I was proud to wear for Her.

“Get up, follow Me” Miss instructed as She slowly walked out of the dungeon, and into the medical room. “Get on here…” as She tapped the medical chair with authority.

Up I jumped and sat as conformable as I could. The chair is set up specifically to give access to the intimate areas, and Miss secured my limbs my cock, balls and hole were presented and all easy targets for my Mistress.

Miss then took away my sight with a thick blindfold, which increased my other senses and indeed my submission as I could hear Miss circling Her secured prey. I hear the sound of Miss putting latex gloves on and a then my a grip of my cock as Miss gave me a little attention, before easily slipping a finger inside my arse. “Anal training for you today..” as She fingered me and encouraged my cock to stand to attention. I think She entered another finger or maybe two as She continued to open me up. Miss then removed Her fingers from me – I could hear movement as Miss Suzanna readied Her next implement. I soon found out that it was a dildo as it was inserted into my ass. Miss ensured it was fully in to me before returning Her hand and attention back to my cock.

“I think this needs some lube flash..” Miss informed me as i felt Her rub some lube into me. As She rub it into my cock, She didn’t miss the balls either “How does that fell flash?” She questioned “It feels fine at the moment Miss, but I can smell that it is Deep Heat” Miss had only covered my whole cock an balls with Deep Heat and it wasn’t long before I could feel it beginning to get hot as She played with my cock. It was like someone switched on the heat, as all of a sudden my poor genitalia were on fire, Miss showed no mercy as She kept wanking me ensuring the burning was the length of my shaft. As my cock burned Miss began to pump up the inflatable plug that was still in my arse…”Whats the matter flash, top hot for you..” “it is hot Miss” is stuttered, I then heard and felt an aerosol spray and another sensation on the cock – this hit the head to and seamed to chill me down….it was clearly Deep Freeze and gave me a realy strange burning cold sensation…..my hardon had well and truly been subdued!

“Now I am going to drug you” Miss informed me as I felt cotton wool around my nose and the smell of poppers……it had been a while since She last forced me to take these and it is a wonderful feeling. As Miss ensured I took the poppers deep, She continued to pump up the cock in my ass.

For the next I don’t know how long Miss Suzanna had me in a place I had never been before…I was totally gone, deep, deep in sub space heaven as Miss continued to drug me and expand my hole. I could feel my whole body shaking, shaking with ecstasy as I was totally under Her magic. I sensed Miss close to me, Her wonderous body, Her sensational touch. I could hear Her sexy voice whispering something to me, i knew not of what She said……in fact during the course of this treatment, Miss Suzanna could have got me to think, say and do anything She wanted me to, I was simply in such a state of submission and heaven I would have done anything for Her.

Sadly, like all good things this out of mind and out of this world experience had to come to an end as Miss removed the inflatable cock from me and allowed me to get down, head still spinning I followed like a little puppy, my Mistress back into the dungeon.

As Miss readied Herself for Her next actions, I was so overcome with thankfulness I dropped to my knees and kissed Her beautiful feet once more thanking Her for that amazing experience.

“you are welcome…..thats just the start of your anal training..”…..and wow what a start

“OK up…you have been sitting to long now. Hands on head…more training for you…..can you guess what it is…?” Miss asked as She removed Her dress to reveal Her amazing body, draped in lingerie…..my all of my weaknesses exposed……

Miss circled me and positioned Her self behind me…

“Ball busting Miss? “Ball busting indeed flash….i want to train you to take a good kicking…”

Now being kicking in the balls by Miss Suzanna is a thing of a rare delight and beauty. My main focus was not to flinch and take as hard a kick as I could before inevitably being put on the floor.

W/we had not done too much kicks previously so I was unsure of the format….i should have know though that I would receive 13 of Her kicks to my nute. Miss chose the behind method, this ensured I could not see Her coming and that my cock was not in the way of Her foot and my balls….they had to connect. And connect they did, Miss like everything She does getting the power and precision spot on.

As the first 3 kicks landed on their target, it was clear Miss wasn’t messing around, the pain was real, but I proudly remained standing. The 5th kick was the first to send me to the floor clutching my balls as the pain shot into my stomach……I heard Miss laughing as I climbed back to my feet. I spread my legs again for Her to strike me. More kicks landed before I was again sent crashing to the floor in front of Her at kick 8…..wanting to recover quickly to allow Her to continue but was forced to kiss the very feet that was inflicting pain. I stood again….more kicks…more shoots of pain inside me, my left testicle was really crying now as my Mistress continued kicking my ‘most valuable’ parts.

Kick 12 was hard and both balls were killing me now as I crashed to the floor again….Miss this time sitting on my body….”one more…”

kick 13 landing on my left ball again….the final kick, the hardest yet and unbearable pain I was sent to the floor yet again as Miss stepped over my crumpled body beneath Her, proud of destroying me in 13.

Me and my poor aching scrotum were next positioned on a chair, hands cuffed behind my back and Miss returned the blind fold to me and gagged me with a ball gag. This was question time. Miss explained that She would be asking the questions, if I didn’t get it right, or I was in audible She would beat my cock with Her crop…..a game I surely could not succeed at…!

I did surprisingly well at the questions, my sore cock only receiving 4 or 5 strikes to add to it’s torment of the day. I was able to move the ball gag out slight to make talking easier, but Miss sussed that and hit me for it as well as pushing the gag back into me. Miss finally lost patience with my dribble caused by the nice little gag and removed it…..She left the blindfold in place and my hands bound as She decried the Q&A over and wanted a little pleasure Herself.

The next activity left me abound and clearly it was a special treat, as She took a little time out to enjoy some pleasure Herself while I remained bound and sightless. Miss then left the room, returning shortly and sat on my lap….

I sensed and felt a cup being offered to me…”Drink…” I did without question….”what is it flash..?” “it is Your champagne Miss..” “Well done….drink..”…now this has been a long time aspiration of mine and I was so honoured to finally be allowed to drink Mistress’s golden nectar….such a degrading and humiliating act, I yearned to drink all on offer warm or cold of this precious commodity. I have so many fantasies regarding champagne its ridiculous, and Miss just made one come true in Her superior style.

With the sweet taste resonating my taste bud Miss released me and instructed me to lie on the large wooden bench, as soon I was in position, She athletically jumped up and sat on my chest, giving me a wonderful view of Her bum as She grabbed my poor abused cock. She wanted it to wake up, probably to take more abuse!

It doesn’t take long for flash junior to come alive in Miss’s presence….just a few touches later and the thing is rock hard and thinking for me…..Miss uses this and ensures it aches for Her whilst keeping me servant. As it rose, Miss sat on my face, cutting off my air….it amazes me how She does this so efficiently…returning me to a heavenly place air supply running out beneath my Mistresses’ amazing bottom…..i wonder how long I could last……but each time Miss sat up, I took advantage with a big gulp of air, before being returned to a smothered state. Miss clearly tired of this and repositioned Her self down near my cock and balls….infact, sitting extremely close to my balls.

The image of this vision of beauty, assets barely contained in Her lingerie sat so close to me ensured my erection and will remain part of me for a very long time, especially as Miss pulled out Her vibrating wand and placed it close to Her sacredness and on my balls…..i cannot resist these wands and when used on me I relinquish any control very, very quickly….Miss exploited this and had me pleading to cum in seconds….She was not even touching me!!

Clearly this spurned Her on the vibration on my balls, the untouched cock my ever growing contorted face as I began to orgasm uncontrollably. Miss continued with the wand as I came without touch, a very ruined orgasm for me as my balls released there filthy contents without pleasure and at Miss’s sheer delight. A first for both of us, a forced, ruined and frustrating orgasm without any contact at all……what a session!

26Mar 2019

i arrived, full of excitement and nervousness. my first session with Miss Suzanna and Her female prosub.
How would it go? Miss Suzanna had explained that there was no way i would be permitted to do anything to the sub. It would be all about humiliating me and recognising me for what i am – nothing.

W/w/we exchanged pleasantries and Miss Suzanna introduced us – “rabbit, mushroom; mushroom, rabbit” Miss Suzanna looked gorgeous. i was ordered to go into the adjoining room, remove my clothes and wait in the required position.

i didn’t have long to contemplate my place as i saw 2 pairs of legs enter the bedroom. 1 pair of shoes approached me, and i reverentially kissed Mistress’ shoes.
Mistress pointed out my red thighs to rabbit. “Tell rabbit why they are red”. “i was disobedient”. “Tell her how”. i released 3 times without permission”, i said shamefaced. rabbit looked suitably horrified. “And i hit his thighs – fresh meat” Miss Suzanna added.

i was instructed to go onto the bed and lie on my back. i clambered on obediently and as quickly as possible. “Hurry up, old man”.

i knew what was going to happen. Miss Suzanna has always said my cock is the tiniest She has ever seen and that i am pathetic and useless as a man. i know this is true. She is always right. She was going to staple my cock. “It only needs 1 staple”, Miss laughingly told rabbit.
i lay back to take whatever Miss does. She actually put in 4 staples so as to complete the job thoroughly. “What does it remind you of”, Miss asks rabbit. “A vagina” replies rabbit.
i accept i’m not a man. This is how i have to be with 2 Women.
Miss Suzanna puts on Her harness and purple cock. She stands next to me. Her, young and beautiful with a cock. And me, old and repulsive with a mangina. She is the one who can penetrate whatever She chooses. me, useless.

She then inserts a butt plug into rabbit.

Miss Suzanna now orders me to lie on my back with my head at the foot of the bed.

And She tells rabbit to bend over me, her pussy just above my eyes. And then i see Mistress’ purple cock approaching. She enters the vagina. rabbit sighs. Miss Suzanna gets into a rhythm as She fucks. i am inches away. i long to lick or to kiss the pussy, but i know i must not. i must lie there, just looking. To look, but knowing i cannot participate, knowing i am not a man, knowing i am just an object.

Miss Suzanna drives Her cock fully inside rabbit’s pussy. And She holds it there, filling rabbit. i wish it were my hole that beloved Mistress was entering. But it was rabbit who was moaning. Miss Suzanna resumed fucking in and out. i lay there. i looked up and i saw beloved Mistress’ face looking down smiling. i could feel my restrained cock trying to stir itself. But it had nowhere to go. i lay there. Miss Suzanna had again stopped at Her deepest penetration. rabbit moaned with pleasure.
Miss Suzanna then climbed off.

She brought a stool forward and told me to sit on it. She told rabbit to lie in her back. And brought Her doxy over. She sat astride rabbit and turned the doxy on.
i watched spellbound as She played the doxy up and down rabbit’s pussy lips.
Miss Suzanna said to me. “Do you know what this is? A pussy”. And “do you know where her clit is?”

She explained to rabbit that it had been a long time since mushroom last saw a pussy. i hung my head in shame.
Miss Suzanna moved the doxy up and down. The pussy was glistening. rabbit was whimpering. Miss Suzanna added Her precious spit and toyed with rabbit’s clit.
I sat there knowing i was a helpless prisoner. Not tied up, other than my stapled cock. But knowing it was not for so worthless a being to get involved in what was going on.
Miss Suzanna turned up the power. She adjusted Her position so She was sitting over rabbit’s face. rabbit could smell Mistress. She could now kiss (clothed) Miss Suzanna. rabbit was in paradise. i moved my hands. But there was no cock for me to play with. i could only passively place my hands on my thighs. i had no sex. i was a eunuch.
rabbit was moaning. Mistress was moving the doxy onto the sub’s clit. rabbit asked for permission to come. And Mistress graciously allowed Her sub’s orgasm. i sat on the stool, useless.

There was more to my humiliation.

Mistress put Her harness onto my head and then blindfolded me.
i can’t tell you what happened then. i could only hear but not see. There was lots of female moaning and gasping. Again, i was helpless and useless. Denied and unnecessary.

At the end B/both ladies looked very happy.

Mistress told me to go onto the bed, and kindly removed the staples. She said how disgusting that there was pre-cum.

Mistress then reminded me how to thank Her. i went on my knees and kisses Her toes. They were gorgeous in beautiful sparkly silver nail varnish.

What an amazing time!

Mistress showed me that i am useless and pathetic. i hope i helped Her enjoyment and gave Her pleasure by this proof of how worthless i am and always will be.